Another Trip, Another Thought

I went again to Ala Moana Center and then walked to Ward Centers on Auahi Street. As I was in Sears at Ala Moana, I thought of life before college, my years in high school and even in middle school. One person that came to mind during those years was this girl that I had fallen for in the 6th grade. My first day of my 6th grade year I was waiting in class (it was minutes before the late bell was to ring) and she walked through the door. It was then I figured out how I was gonna get through this transition, that was to get through it with her. Never had the guts to ask her out that year and then the next I found out that one of my closest friends had a thing for her too. To not make a great friendship go astray, I kept to myself. Not that much later, she started goin out with someone. I carried my feelings about her through high school; never once had that chance (still was dating someone). By the time graduation became a reality, I thought, just forget because we're all going our separate ways. However just recently, the thought of her has gotten stronger (she was on my mind when I was at Ala Moana). I was talking to my sister and she said that maybe this is a way of my mind creating a virtual reality that includes her in my life. She then explained that maybe my mind was fixated on her because in reality and I quote Santana when I say that I haven't found that someone 'that makes me feel alive'. Hopefully I can find that someone that "I know in the end", will never leave.- I'm Feeling You-Santana f/ Michelle Branch & The Wreckers. If you needed to know what college/university she goes to its SJSU, the school I hope to transfer to at the end. Well the Sharks lost today in regulation to the New Jersey Devils 6-5. This keeps our losing streak at 3, the previous two were in in Shootout. However, not all is bad, Detroit lost to Colorado so we still have that two point lead, had they won, both teams would be tied for the first time. This ends our five game road trip on a sour note but they go back home to play Edmonton on Tuesday, Go Sharks!!!