Bottled Up Inside

My latest song.

I try to hide
And I succeed
My stoic face
Never decieving me
The hurt I always feel
You could never tell
I keep it all to myself

And it tortures me
Every single day
Yet I can't seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

I suffer all over again
And it's killing me
The smiles I smile they're never real
Look in my eyes and you'll see the real deal

And it tortures me
Every single day
Yet I can't seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

I look away
Every time I see that look in your eyes
I look up at the blue skies
Thinking why why
Why does it torture me
Every single day
Why can't I seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

It's killing me
And I can't seem to leave
I don't understand
How I can let it torture me
Every single day
Yet I can't seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

My heart is shredding
And you're not letting
It get any easier for me
I know I can't blame you
You don't know
The hurt I feel for you
The hurt I feel when I get a glimpse of you
Of you

And it tortures me
Every single day
Yet I can't seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

The pain I feel
It makes me cry
And now my heart
It desintegrates
The only person that can stop it is you
Just you

And it tortures me
Every single day
Yet I can't seem to
Walk away
From you
I keep it bottled up inside
You don't know how I feel inside
You don't know how I feel inside

So when I lay in bed tonight
I don't want to ever wake up
'Cause I know I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you